Is very important the quality of doctors that are or will help you. On my case, I was very lucky, my doctor was very understanding, explained everything to me, taught me that everything happen on my time, refused to give me pills until I understood how strong I could be without it. And that's the point, because I see many cases that never got better, not just for a second, because they don't understand what is happening, how to deal with this new situation, they just go home, take the pills and wait, like it's a flu or something, and unfortunately is not that easy. We need to see what changed, what hurt me so made that let this damaged, then understand how my body and my mind is reacting, and how I'm gonna deal with this. This is more easy to say, because to do it is so hard...One day I feel strong enough, I believe in anything, but others days it's so hard, so lonely, so devastated, so unfair... It's hard to see that those bad days gonna be here, it's hard to accept that now this is the new me, sometimes those days become weeks, and you get more and more tired of fighting against it. But a new good day comes, a good talk with someone I love, laughing with my friends, achieving something, hugging my grandma...This loads my batteries to fight more bad days, and that's how I survived all this years. Believing. Loving. Being Loved. Seeing the small details of life.
Take each day as it comes *MaryJane
Very inspirational positive post!
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Deleteyou're a fighter<3 thank you for being honest about your struggles. thats so cool and encouraging for me to read. keep being an inspiration<3
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Does anxiety come from childhood, something you learn, me, my dad was an alcoholic, saw him strangling my mum, my mum tried committing suicide many times, this I saw, witness as a young child and that's all I remember of my childhood. Always thought I was weird till a few years ago as a counsellor told me over thinking is a classic sign of anxiety. I'm married with 3 children I love my kids they are my life my wife doesn't understand me so kind of alone I am. Tried different pills I hated the zombie effect and side effects so don't take pills anymore. Some days are good other days sad but life goes on so always try to make the most of it. One thing I learned never ever hate yourself and try not to be/think negative but rather focus on positive things in life
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing, thank you so much for your time and for caring. Life is a tricky game, good memories, bad memories, and we, as players of this game, we need to be smarter and stronger. For some is no big deal but I think for us is more intense, not just the bad, the good too, we see better, feel better. I don't know if in the end it's worth it but at least we feel and we love and live, let's be thankful for that :)
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