Living with anxiety it's something that not everyone understand. Some people say we do what we do because we are making a scene, we want attention, or something like this. Sometimes this kind of people are our friends, our family, and sometimes they just say that because they don't know what anxiety disorder is. So, talk to them, explain what it is, how you feel, tell them to search some information. When they know, when they understand better, they can help you, they can help you fight your fears, and control the anxiety in some situations. Those who really loves you and care about you, will do this, for you. People told me a lot that this was nothing, "please don't make a scene" they said, because they didn't know how hard and difficult it is to live with this, but since they know, it's better for me because they help me a lot, and for them because they understand me now. Some didn't care, so I don't care about them anymore, the real friends were by my side since the beginning, 4 years ago, till now. All my family were very supportive, I'm very blessed for that. Some don't understand that much, but they don't judged me, and support me no matter what. That helped me, I felt that I was not alone, and I'm sure that if you stop and look around, you'll realize you're not alone too. You can do what you thing you can't. I know how that feels, I thought I've lost the control of my life, and I did for some time. But I've got stronger and stronger, baby steps but very important steps, and today I still have this disorder, but I'm the one who have the control. Some days it's difficult to think so positive like today, but day by day it's gonna be better, until the positive vibe come back to me. The best thing I can say to all of you is that you are not alone, please realize that, maybe it seems not a big deal, but believe me it's huge for us.
The sun it's back, I'm so happy, please stay forever! It's not so good for my allergies but and don't care, I'm tired of winter. Welcome back Spring.
Take each day as it comes *
MaryJane
