I just can't believe that I did it. I'm here, out of my comfort zone, by myself, for the first time in 4 years. It was not easy, the anxiety tried to make me give up, it was really on top, bad anxiety, but I said to my self "I'm better than this, I'm stronger, I need this." Now I have the most peaceful feeling and so happy for me. So what I tell is, take your time, and when you feel ready do it, fight it, you can do this, you deserve this good feeling. Now I see that I could do this sooner, but now it was the time that I felt stronger. It's very important that you do it in you own time, it's okay to try again, but never give up.
I'm loving being here, I met a lot of new people, I'm so happy and tired, because of the anxiety I didn't slept last night.
I'm gonna sleep now, proud and happy :)
Tomorrow I'm gonna try to find a job, wish me luck !
Take each day as it comes *
MaryJane
