Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Oh God...

It's tomorrow...can you believe it? I can't. Tomorrow I'm gonna travel alone, stay out of my comfort zone for four days, for the very first time, this is so huge for me, and scary. I'm really nervous, I know I need this, but it's so hard. I just want to close my eyes and when opened it's Sunday, I'm back home and very happy for my success. But that's not possible, if I wanna feel it, I need to fight for it. I hate anxiety, and for sure she hates me too LOL but I'm stronger.
I've got big plans for this days out. I hope I can meet beautiful places, see great things, buy something new for me, and it would be perfect if I get a job interview, I really hope so.
You know what I love? Photos. I love photos because it's more than a memory, it's a feeling, an emotion, a story, oh I don't know, I love it. A perfect photo on the wall, like for example a family portrait, when you see your clothes and your hair when you were little, it's so great, so funny. A memory it's yours, you can explain to me but in my head it's gonna be different, but a photo it's more. This days in Porto gonna be a very important memory, good memory, so I'm gonna take some pictures, maybe I'll show here some. Share my pure good memory with you, the day I fought my fears.


Take each day as it comes *
MaryJane