Let's be reaaaly honest here, I'm I the only one anxious with anything like sex, touching, being naked in front of someone? In the beggining of my anxiety disorder, this was a major, major problem, I stopped dating, seeing anyone, my love life died, for years, yes, years...that didn't help the rest, like self-esteem, social anxiety, I lost a lot of weight and I'm a slim person... Today I'm in a very healthy relation, but it's not 100% okay, it still makes me anxious but in a very low level, it took me a lot of trust with him, I told him everything he understood and helped a lot, still today... I don't know if this is a normal thing with anxiety, I didn't asked my therapist at the time, was too ashamed, really, but happened to me in my experience with this disorder. Like in others situations, I'm still fighting and getting better. Somedays I feel better and almost anxiety sex free (ahah is this real?) but others I still can't do it...I don't feel okay with my body and mind...it's so hard to explain...I hope anyone here can understand what I mean. in a very anxious day, with attacks and all, sex is out, it's impossible for me to get involve like that with another human being when the only thing I want is to be alone, shut the world. I wonder what this does to my relation, how a make him feel... I have good sex, amazing sex, but people don't know idea how this disorder changed my private life, the truth is this disorder changed everything in my life...I'm a all new person, a all new woman.
MaryJane
