Let it be

Back when I was a child, I would never imagine my future "me" like this. I was a very free spirit little girl, spoiled (a lot) but a really good kid. Now, I'm a young woman who learnt (or tried) how to live with anxiety. Since anxiety grabbed me, my life changed. At first I thought I was crazy, I thought I was going to die. I had panic for no reason, scared just to leave the house, public situations made me panic... I decided I need help. A doctor explain to me everything that was going on on my mind and body, and that helped a lot. That was 4 years ago, I'm much better now, but I have a big, BIG war in my hands yet. Some days are good days, some are just more difficult to smile.

My life is about to change. Finished school last year, now I need to get a job, I tried in my town but I probably need to move to a big city. That's a big change for me and my anxiety. I know I need it, but it's so hard to control the new things, that sometimes I just don't wanna change anything anymore. But I can't give up, I need to fight, fight for me, for my life, my freedom from this poison. It's so hard to fight it, but when I do is such a great feeling, pure happiness! 

I decided to make this blog, because when I was real sick, things like this helped me a lot, because I felt someone was feeling the same way, maybe somehow I was not alone. I live in Portugal, but my blog is in English (not perfect, sorry) because I wanna help everyone in the world who needs this, and in Portuguese that was not going to happen so easily. 

This gonna be a very positive place, good energy, good vibe, very feminine sometimes, with fashion and make up, anything that help my day be happier :)

I'm gonna share here my daily experiences, battles with my anxiety, my thoughts about everything, my opinion, help someone who ask me for help or some advice...

Hope this make you feel you're not alone, you're not different, you're just living a experience that definitely gonna make you a better and bigger person.

Take each day as it comes *

MaryJane